“Stop laughing!”
One, two, thrust. “Your footing is sloppy.”
“I said, stop laughing!”
Parry, feint, dodge, step, thrust. “Too simple. Use new combinations.”
“Shut up! It’s not funny!”
Feint, feint, thrust, parry, dodge, dodge, dodge, dodge… “Four times now I could have killed you. Start again. Do it right.”
“Ara! Nerra!” She felt angry tears pricking at her eyes as her siblings continued to laugh at her. Well, it was more that Ara was doubled over laughing and Nerra was looking on with a small, secret smile–his way of laughing. They had been that way since she had first said that their father did not care about them.
“Reina, why do you think Dad doesn’t like us?” Nerra asked kindly, still wearing that tolerant smile.
“He’s mean! He’s always mean! He never says anything nice, nothing is ever right!”
“Ah, yes, that…” The smile remained, but his gaze had shifted to his twin expectantly. Ara was slowly bringing herself under control.
“Reina, how often does Daddy hug us?”
“Never.”
“How often does Daddy hug Mama?”
“Never.”
“How often does he smile?”
“Never.”
“How often does he laugh?”
“Never.”
As Reina answered each question, she could see something intangible growing behind her sister’s eyes, in a way that reminded her starkly of the man in question. “Reina, how often does Daddy hit us?”
The question took her by surprise. “…Never.”
“How often does he tell us he doesn’t want to be our dad?”
“…Never.”
“How often does he give up on us?”
“…” Her eyes were so sharp it hurt to look in them, the ghost of a smile lingering on her lips. Sometimes, Reina felt they were both much older than nine, maybe even older than their parents.
“Exactly.” Exactly?
Thrust, parry, thrust, dodge, feint, thrust, thrust, DODGE! Deadlock.
“Good. Take a break.”
Her breath heaving in her chest, Reina watched with hooded eyes as her father lowered his sword and retreated to sit on the grass. He did not smile at her; his voice held no approval, only acceptance. The wind blew his black hair across skin barely beaded with sweat where she was all but soaked in it.
“How often does he give up on us?”
Silver eyes rose to meet her own, something untouchable and unnameable lingering there in his gaze. Still panting with exertion, Reina felt tired legs slowly carrying her towards him, inexplicably drawn.
“Exactly.”
